Excruciating Pain: A Personal Battle With the Enigmatic Pain of Cluster Headache Syndrome
It was a overcast Monday morning in September 2016. I worked as a educator, attempting to manage a new class, when a sharp pain bloomed behind my right eye. Then came rapid stabs, similar to electric shocks. As the school day came and went, the pain eased and then returned with increased force. Four times that day I left a colleague with activities and ran to the staff bathroom to douse my face with cool water. I tried ibuprofen, but the pain remained unbearable.
The attacks appeared repeatedly that autumn, and again in the spring, soon forming an yearly cycle. September and October were the worst, then February and March. I could anticipate the routine: aura in the shower, early pangs on the train, full-on pain in the classroom by mid-morning. In 2019, a doctor finally referred me to a neurologist and I was diagnosed with cluster headache disorder.
This condition often begin with intense pain around a single eye that lasts for several hours.
Approximately one in 1,000 individuals suffer by the disorder, and males are more frequently diagnosed. Attacks typically begin with abrupt, excruciating pain around a single eye that reaches its peak within a short time and continues for as long as three hours. Episodes occur in cycles, daily or several times a day, and are accompanied by tearing eyes, drooping eyelids or face perspiration. I have an episodic type, which arrives in seasonal bouts; others have chronic attacks, defined by the lack of extended symptom-free periods.
What connects sufferers is the intensity. One research paper rated the sensation at 9.7 out of 10, higher than bone fractures or pancreatitis. Another discovered 64% of cluster headache patients experienced suicidal thoughts amid attacks; the number dropped to 4% when they were not in pain.
Val Hobbs, 74, a chronic sufferer from Pembrokeshire, isn't surprised. Her attacks began when she was a toddler. “I would hurl myself on the ground and bang my head. That was attributed to being a difficult child,” she says. Her condition deteriorated through her youth. Drinking in her adolescence, like several triggers, made things worse. After having alcohol at her school leaving party, she remembers hardly being able to see on the transport home.
Her relatives often interpreted her attacks as drunken behavior. Support finally came from her parent and then from her partner, Rod. “I was very fortunate to find such an exceptional person,” she says. Hobbs took office work after moving, but often hid her condition. She was fired from one job, in part due to time off during attacks. Her definitive diagnosis came in 2002 at a specialist neurology center.
Nevertheless, the inability to organize life around erratic attacks took its toll. She particularly hated being unable to plan social events, being seen as flaky as a colleague, and even having to be looked after by her children during the paralysis caused by the worst episodes. “It robs you of the simple freedoms we don't value until they're gone,” she says. She recalls winning tickets for a significant concert, only to have an episode inside a facility.
Headaches have been documented throughout history. “The earliest account of headache originates from the Mesopotamians in 4000BC,” write experts in a publication on the topic. They attributed the ailment to an malevolent spirit who afflicted his victims' heads.
Ancient medical texts suggest bizarre remedies for what modern experts would describe as a headache disorder. In the middle ages, migraine was identified as a distinct disorder, with therapies including herbal concoctions to other, more superstitious cures.
It was a European doctor who provided the first detailed description of a cluster-type attack. In his writings, he speaks of a patient “suffering with a very severe headache occurring and vanishing daily at specific hours”.
The disorder were only formally classified by global headache societies in the late 1980s. From the mid-20th century to the late 1990s, they were believed to be caused by a issue with a major artery which supplies blood to the head. Prominent specialists in treating the disorder explain this.
In the late 1990s, researchers published the findings of a research project for which they had induced cluster headaches in patients and observed the episodes in a brain scanner. The data, published in a major journal, showed increased activity of the a brain region, which is responsible for human circadian rhythm, when patients were in discomfort, and a reduction when they recovered.
In spite of such advances, identification remains slow. Jamie Charteris's symptoms started in the 1980s and felt like “a modelling balloon being blown up behind my one eye”. GPs thought he had a sinus issue; he had multiple surgeries before eventually being correctly identified in recently, after a doctor researched his symptoms.
Neurologists say wait times in diagnosing and treatment happen because patients are seldom seen during an episode. “You're exhausted and depressed, but not in severe pain,” one says. He works by eliminating other primary head pain disorders, such as tension-type headache, before confirming cluster headaches. A detailed patient history is essential: on which side do symptoms occur? For how much time? What season? Are there precipitating factors, such as certain foods? Certain characteristics such as tearing, drooping eyelids and stuffy nose help verify the diagnosis. Once diagnosed, patients may be sent to specialist centers. But a lot of first go to A&E or are given unsuitable therapies.
A charity trustee, 78, has suffered from cluster headaches for the majority of her adult life, although she hasn't had an episode since 2016. When she was in her 20s, she had her teeth pulled because dental professionals misinterpreted her pain. She thinks the dental profession still need much more education. When a sufferer sought help from a support group, it was she who responded. The author recalls calling a support line during an bout in early 2021; a reassuring volunteer talked them through oxygen therapy and drugs until the episode passed.
National guidance on management advise that sufferers are offered high-flow oxygen therapy and/or a specific medication administered by nasal spray. No oral painkillers or strong analgesics should be used. Preventive choices include a blood pressure medication, which apparently helps manage the bouts of some individuals.
But leading specialists believe the guidance need revising to reflect a clearer clinical process and help GPs avoid incorrect prescriptions. For periodic patients, the treatment window is critical: “The length of the bout dictates the approach.” Brief cycles with occasional episodes are managed with acute treatment alone. Longer or more severe periods require preventives such as certain drugs, sometimes paired with corticosteroids. Many patients also receive a greater occipital nerve block during a cycle – an procedure into the side of the head where the pain is that decreases nerve signals.
The national guidance need updating to reflect a